Im Missing You...

In awe of you and with complete adoration I sit and Cry. My Heart sings because my mouth has no words worthy of such beauty and majesty.

Its been a while Lord. The Busyness of life has captured my attention yet again I have strayed from you. My heart has never been and will never be moved but my gaze has been taken...taken away. You are my Heart and I long to sit in your stillness and soak in your presence...

You reminded me of a vision you gave me long ago...a breakfast bar with tall stools, a marble bench top and a large house with many rooms...blue/grey light surrounding it all and a beautiful morning. Down the stairs comes a girl full of the business of life going from one room to another getting ready for her day and in each room there you stand, arms outstretched saying "sit with me a while". She ignores your requests thinking I have no time...but yet when she does have time you still receive her. With an excitement just because she stopped her day to spend a moment with you...

How many times have I done just this Lord? How many times have you waited on me when it should be me waiting on you...?

I'm sorry.
You deserve better.

This vision helps me to understand how you feel when I hear you say "I'm missing you"

What is my response?....I'm missing you too Jesus.

I will wait on you...
My Jesus.